[he stares at his phone for a moment... well, that was oddly charming, akira.]
fine, to your question earlier... idk. before we had a monster invasion, i was working nightshift. which isn't exactly a great time to meet people. and crushes aren't how all relationships start.
[ ARE YOU READY FOR THE LONGEST PREFACE OF YOUR LIFE? ]
you know from moving around a lot, i accepted that nothing lasts forever and i did really think that it wasn't worth investing into the short moments i had with people. they were all merely passing faces that i will never need to remember.
but i learned that's why you should. you'll never know where something will go, when people will disappear, and how long you have with them. crushes may not be how a relationship starts, but what's wrong with chasing it?
i usually call her by her last name, but i'm getting used to just saying first names since someone mentioned it was a little weird. I guess it is since we're not in Japan or anything, but i've never had to interact or talk to so many people before Retrospec.
well, it's still a valiant effort. i appreciate it even the company.
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i didn't know who else to ask...
even if you're single now, you must have had past relationships, right? experience and stuff.
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[because he's suspicious... and he doesn't know where to place Akira's intentions]
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[ HERE IT IS? ]
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are you trying to get closer to me? or do you have a hidden motive?
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but getting closer doesn't sound bad. you seem like a good friend to have.
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[he stares at his phone for a moment... well, that was oddly charming, akira.]
fine, to your question earlier... idk. before we had a monster invasion, i was working nightshift. which isn't exactly a great time to meet people. and crushes aren't how all relationships start.
[#nailedit]
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you know from moving around a lot, i accepted that nothing lasts forever and i did really think that it wasn't worth investing into the short moments i had with people. they were all merely passing faces that i will never need to remember.
but i learned that's why you should. you'll never know where something will go, when people will disappear, and how long you have with them. crushes may not be how a relationship starts, but what's wrong with chasing it?
did someone pop up into your mind?
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so, you moved a lot, and that's why you're looking for help on how to ask someone out.
[why didn't you just say so, Akira]
but that's not what i was getting at when i said that. you've never just asked someone you thought was cute for their number?
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i guess so, yeah.
hey, how someone goes about courting their crush is really none of my business, but you're right. does this mean you do have a crush on someone?
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x2, or something]
i don't know about right now. maybe, i guess.
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you know what, i'll take that.
who is it?
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i'd rather not say for now. like i said, could be nothing. and i don't think naming her is exactly relevant right now.
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what do you think of
[ he adds in the long pause as if he's THINKING and SCROLLING through the Retrospec direction, but he knows who: ]
Ann Takamaki?
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akira...
do you know ann?
is there a reason you're bringing her up?
was this entire conversation leading in this direction?
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she looks cute based on her Retrospec icon, so i chose her?
[ IS
HE
WRONG ]
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akira... there are a lot of really cute girls on the app.
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[ ?????????????????? ]
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yeah, i thought so.oh, so you two know each other. even on first-name basis. wow.but it sounds like you think someone is cuter... what about Minako Arisato?
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can... we just not talk about this? i've never even talked to her.
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[ BUT. moving on. ]
sorry, i was just curious who your not crush might be. it kind of made me feel a bit more comfortable knowing that you had someone you liked, too.
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[since he'd brought it up for ann.]
anyway, sure i have crushes sometimes. but i don't think that's going to help you. comfort aside.
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well, it's still a valiant effort. i appreciate it even the company.
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[so many people from Japan... wow.]
at any rate, did you at least get any help out of this conversation?
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